Life sucks, yet we cherish it!

One of those days when you just seem A.W.O.L. and tired. Sleep doesn’t even seem to wake you up…if you know wut I mean. 

Finish strong…i really can’t wait for this quarter to end. 

Ok. So my eye is not pink eye. It is because of the cold that I’ve been having…so hopefully it will go bye bye soon. 

I still feel icky and congested…so I decided to not go on the class field trip to Mt. St. Helens. :( nooooo. T_T…but health is important..sighs..but now I might have to write a report of some sorts to make up for it. I dunno. My TA said he’ll let me know on Tuesday. I also have to make up my plant lab…cuz I missed it yesterday when I had to see the doctor. bahhhh

But hey! Things aren’t too bad. I will rest..and get better. ^_^..i mean come on..I’m able to roll off the bed and go on the computer..hahaha..STAY POSITIVE!!!

I’ll be better in time for finals..and such hahahaha 

So..I thought that I was getting better…to the point where I was soo happy yesterday..BUT..I woke up with a pink eye for my left eye (of course..this just has to be the eye that I had surgery for tear duct when I was a kid), and an even snuffier nose..and annoying throat/congested cough. 

My mom told me that I should have checked earlier..but I mean..I was getting better..so I thought it would go “bye bye”…and I thought it was only due to dry air and etc…BUT..it might be something T_T..My friend told me that she caught the stomach flu..so maybe I have something odd as well….also stress has been my enemy lately..but it’s not like the stress where I wanna pull my hair out..it’s more like “…hmmm…wut the heck am I doing here?” kinda thing…

Anyways…now I’ll probably miss an exciting adventure to Mt. St. Helens this weekend….nooo…I wanted to see the birth place of “biological legacies”..well at least where the concept was inspired/developed from..First, I need to obtain a doctor’s note so I can get an excused absence from this required trip. sighs..this also means that I’ll probably bedridden myself this weekend…

Maybe I also got sick..due to stress..and many other factors..pretty much..it’s my fault..and I should have taken care of myself better. ahh i need to finish this plant propagation protocol…

But health is important!! I really should take care of myself better!! Get healthy before exams hahaha..and I really need to take vitamins etc..and improve my immune system..

Emotions can sometimes be our greatest enemy. But we are only human at times.  There is no point of getting mad at yourself for feeling so pathetic. Sometimes, we use our emotions against others. Eventually, we regret it and use it against ourselves. That wont change a thing. Besides, everyone has those moments at times…but maybe in different ways. Learn how to handle these emotions better. Reflect, but make sure to move on and take the lesson that you have learned with you. 

I am lucky…no “lucky” isn’t the right word. I am thankful to have a friend who understands that about me. Or at least, to tell me off straight, instead of having me continue to be foolish. Someone who understands that I still need to learn and grow. Someone who is patient.  I admire her strong character. You know who you are. So thank you.